My struggle with Suicide.

Times i've attempted, or thought about attempting.

I’ve been suicidal since 2018, the reason for this is that we were abused by our moms boyfriend, out mom neglected us, and made our lives worse by being a jackass to the kind people, and more. The first attempt I tried failed, I had told my best friend at the time, told my mom and the police, they didn’t do shit, a school counselor tricked me into telling her why I had been suicidal, and she told my mom, my mom was furious, but didn’t do shit. It came back worse as the boyfriend came back a month ago and my mom has been lying to me since he got there, for the past 2 months I’ve been contemplating whether or not to take a bunch of pills and or throw myself under a bus, I just want it to stop, but I don’t want to go to a mental hospital and be treated different.

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